Life is not the same again without you

2010-04-02T05:10:00.002+08:00

hey~ been quite a while since i blogged..
lifes still the same.. BORING ! and sway as ever..
anw started my driving course le.. 1 week liao everyting there still ok..
anw i will be changing my blog URL soon.. FRIENDS ! will tag u all my new blog add =]..
i jus hope everyting unhappy will jus pass and be forgotten ba..
haiz i jus hope i can faster finish my MS and either find a job or continue my studies ba..
and to ppl who dun take me as a fren.. u can jus get out of my life.. dunno la jus feel tat ppl can jus change overnight.. everyting might seems fine but out of sudden everyting changed.. ermmm still tinking of a new blog URL.. =]

2010-02-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

weixuan is dead frm today onwards.. i don deserve to love any1.. i dun deserve anyting good.. fuck and im super unlucky.. i shud not pass it to any1 else i noe.. shall dissapear for a period of time.. 1st sunday sick go see doc at tan tock seng.. he dun wan give mc den nid rush back home and back to camp..den go back camp tio gan. den aft tat tues go IMT range aft tat tot can rest .. suddenly call me go do guard duty -'-.. den wed tot can rest aft duty , in the end ask me go technical handling for the rifle _I_ which i alr noe long ago.. hope thurs and fri nth goes wrong.. oyea be4 tat.. ear stud tio caught.. tio gan ,, tio confinement.. aft tat tis mon wear transparent ear stick he wan come gan me again oso..

see im fcking unlucky rite?? every bad tings happen to me.. how i wished tat sum1 wud be there to console and encourage me .. but it din happen.. seriously im feeling very down down down down down.. dun feel like posting blog or wadsoever liao.. will be back when things are better.. take care every1

2010-02-18T01:50:00.004+08:00

as i wrote in my prev post.. my piercing of ear the pain will remind me of the past.. the pain of piercing is not so great till the past memories but THE INFECTION DID !..

WALAO EH SI BEH PAIN LA.. REALLY SWOLLEN SIA ! LOLS IF GOT CAMERA I TAKE PPL SURE SAE WALAO MICKEY MOUSE COME SG AR? LOLS !!!.. seriously next time be4 i like sum1.. i will tink of tis pain 1st.. it will remind me of the painful consquences if the relationship did not go well.. weee wooo wiiiiit cute sia my ear.. if sum1 were to shoot my ear.. tsk tsk i sure pain till fly dunno where.. actually the pain is not the piercing .. is cos i tried to put back but failed.. not knowing the hole alr close i keep poke and poke . poke and poke for 3 hours.. den i realise the back hole close le wtf zzzzzzzz .. but at least i learnt sumting hahas..
i wun fall in love wif any1 again , even i fall in love wif any1 i oso wun say it out anymore.. unless girl come jio me if not i wun be the one jio-ing girls anymore LOLS..

2pm liao.. gonna sleep soon.. nitez all ~

2010-02-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

FUCK LA !!! IM DAM FUCKING DU LAN AND SAD LA !!!! A NEW YEAR TIS TIME BIRD THING HAPPEN WTF !! WTF WTF WTF

ytd go back camp 1 day ma.. den plan to cover my piercing wif plaster.. den morning live run i covered it.. like no ppl care like tis so for the rest of the time i jus expose it without de plaster.. DEN RIGHT.. wan go home le 530pm ++ i saw my fren going in office wanting to take mon leave oso.. so i tag along.. den i go in office le realise officer not there.. but saw other commanders and other platoon de officers.. den i wan faster run le cos i noe my stud is there.. but toooooooo late.. i heard " OI U COME BACK ".. wa i noe le GG.com.sg/removepiercing.. den kpkb kpkb kpkb etc etc y u put , u noe cannot put right.. k lo take out..in the end it was < YOU , CONFINE SATURADAY > . den the officer go out office le.. i ask my commanders i thurs fri on leave lei how confine?? commander said : nvm u fri night come back sat confine.. WA NA BEH WAD IS TIS ?!?!?! NEW YEAR GIVE CHANCE CANNOT MEH. WALAN EH ! nvm lor fri go back.. aft tat wait for my routine order AKA RO for tmr's program.. aft tat all commander talk cok talk talk talk.. waste my time den finally finish talking. i russsssssssssssssssssssssshed up to my bunk try to put back my piercing cos its not healed yet summore sure pain and hard to put back.. 1st i try ear lope de. ok easily put back.. quite relieved... now time for the 2nd hole which is the side of my ear.. waseh tis 1 i frm 6++ put till 9pm oso cant put back.. 9pm den i realise the hole behind alr closed back.. den pack up changed and left camp in a very dwn dwn dwn mood.. Jay Sean song : BABY ARE YOU DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN !! yes super down -_____-.. thanks to them.. my piercing at the top is gone and i suffered the pain for nth.. -'- u la .. luckily got 1 more left.. so now mood is dam lousy 1.. piercing left 1 and dam pain now cos take in and out as it haven heal.. den FRI GO BACK FOR SAT CONFINEMENT.. ji bai new year u all like tis treat me.. nvm 1 i wun 4get tis.. treat me like tis i oso nth to sae.. u all master sgt , Captain.. me lei a small small private finish NS den fuck off liao.. nvm lor left 1 year 4 month to go.. wan ask me do wad i oso cannot sae anyting.. suck thumb lan lan go do lor.. nvm 1 .. AFTER I ORD.. pierce big big give u see la hor.. -'- now dun pierce lor nvm got 1 left.. WALAO SI BEH DU LAN LA !!!

hope tis confinement pass and 4get everyting..

2010-02-16T02:20:00.002+08:00

wakakakakas today counted chu san le.. 3rd day of new year.. at night nid book in le LOLS

jus came back from outside hahas.. today did my piercing at AMK hub 77th street.. did 2 piercing.. 1 at ear lope and 1 at the side of the ear.. the ear lope 1 still ok not so pain.. the side 1 more pain.. now at swollen liao lols.. i tink cos pierce thru the soft bone ba LOLS.. tmr still nid change back ear stick liao hahas.. today went out meet fren go piercing aft tat go play lan at amk raiders.. dota 1 match nia den left le.. den go eat subway ! LOLS !.. but then still early ard 5pm nia den go other place walk walk den meet other fren at night 9pm.. tink go bishan den aft tat kovan.. went bowling !!! at kovan superbowl LOLS.. starting 1st game me and 1 fren tight 92 point -_-.. den the rest of the 3 game lose liao hell liao.. keep go in the drain LOLSSSSS.. but overall its still fun .. laughing at one another LOLS !!!.. den go mac eat den share cab home le..

tired but a very fun day hehe.. very long bo meet up and go out play the whole day le due to work and NS ..k la stop here le.. got to go bath and wash my ear ..

2010-02-14T00:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok frm today onwards i wun be affected by anyting anymore !! everyday happy happy ^^..

/delete all unhappy stuff ..

/delete ppl that i should 4get

/delete everything thats bad

its a new year !! hahas..

2010-02-13T16:53:00.003+08:00

YO!!!! happy CNY EVERYONE !!hehe

today 14 feb new year eve le.. new year new beginning..will try to 4get everyting unhappy which im alr trying very hard to..

recently fall in love which a girl but be4 i got the chance to tell her I LOVE YOU Shes alr gone.. now im letting time to heal my wounds.. at least it was broken soon enough be4 the feeling goes deeper..i noe im really stupid but cant really help it to stop tis type of ting from happening lol. now as time passes, i feel better everyday.. and aft tis incident.. i learnt my lesson..i dun tink i will be able to continue on my online game le.. really sick of everyting tat happened.. mostly will on msn den watch show ba.. mostly i playing offline game le.. but At least theres fren to mix wif ^^. anw will be inking tattoo and going for piercing soon.. the pain will remind me not to indulge in pointless and painful stuff like wad happen to me recently

ytd got chinese new year celebration in my camp.. walao so fun.. so many performance.. den got liondance got games all those hahas.. den every table go so many ting eat muhahahahahas..den aft tat jiu book out liao half day SONG MAN !! HAHAHAHAs..

tis week abit cui sia.. sick like dunno wad.. my phelgm all jamming inside my chest there making me hard to breathe.. den cough and flu.. si beh jialat !! but now almost fully recovered le.. onli abit flu and cough hahas.. but i tink my cough wun recover till aft chinese new year cos SO MANY TING TO EAT LOLOLOLOLS!!!! muhahahahahaas.. * cough cough *

ok la stop here le.. shall end my last post in the cow year.. will be posting my 1st post in the tiger year next time WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL !!! GONG XI FA CAI HONG BAO NA LAI HEHE

2010-02-05T00:11:00.002+08:00

WOW !! i really cant imagine tat things can changed so fast sia.. seriously so many stuff came rushing to me and now stuff started to change.. really cant get used to it but feel sad..

the HER mentioned in my prev post suddenly changed sia.. oso dunno y.. suddenly so emo like tis everything oso break off.. looks like i really got no choice but to 4get her liao.. haiz really cant accept the fast changes made to my life sia..

ok la now really no choice but to focus on my NS and my study liao.. no more such stuff.. promise to myself..

any other tings shud be jus forgotten bout.. da xing xing ?? /deleted.. coconut? /deleted .. etc etc etc etc / deleted .. * empty recycle bin *..

let everything be a new start for me.. her and every1 else..

ok shall stop here liao.. go 7-11 bye coke to drink wakakakas..

2010-02-04T20:41:00.004+08:00

weeee wooooo wiiiiiit..

im back again !!! WAHAHAHAHAHAS.. aiya but sad la tmr nid book in again liao.. sat 24 hour guard duty KA NA SAI !!!.. den sunday morning come home den night book in back.. LMAOSSSSSSSSS ..

life started to become worse for me liao sia.. aiya i dunno la my xing qing very luan sia.. how i wish i could lose all my memories of EVERYTHING and restart everyting new again.. but i noe tats not possible cos my brain is a not computer.. right click format den done LOLS !..

wtf man i always cant do wad i wanted to do.. i told myself i will concentrate in finishing my NS smoothly and go on to study for a higher qualification.. but i jus cant.. everytime will like suddenly tink of her.. she jus pop out in my mind out of dunno frm where..Y!!!! Y I CANT 4GET HER !!! argh its really mentally torturing .. but looking on the bright side , i guess ting will be better.. ( how i wished it will really be better -_- ) . frm now on i promise myself.. go camp do work.. nth to do play PSP arbo is go listen ipod sleep.. nth else shud be in my mind.. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.. den slowly unhappy stuff be deleted frm my mind hahas.. ok chinese new year is coming in 2 WEEKS TIME !!! A NEW YEAR AND A NEW BEGINNING.. HAHAS ..

2010-01-31T00:20:00.004+08:00

saturday end liao !!!! now is sunday which means i nid to book in liao later LOLS..

ok la today quite fun.. enjoyed myself alot..went out shopping wif frens today for new year cloths .. at 1st go peninsula see shoe den walk to citilink see see den went suntec..i was supposed to buy new year cloths 1.. but in the end bought 1 set of bball jersey plus de pants hahas.. total $70.. 35 for the jersey and 35 for the pants.. after tat ard 530pm went dwn to bishan meet my other group of frens play bball.. den str8 wear the new jersey and pants le.. not bad quite nice to wear hahaha.. in the end got sum conflict.. my fren and 1 of the opponent.. in the end tat guy almost dia0 zui come dwn.. lucky we go talk to the guy den dai ji sua sua ki.. play bball sure abit rough de ma hahas.. den go J8 for dinner at SUBWAY !! hahas walao dam nice 1, eat till dam full.. den saw sum1 i dun really wan to see AT ALL !!! aiya nvm next time wun so sway 1.. jus saw 1 pic be4 NS take 1.. post post to see hahas.. cant really see cos tat pic was really emo when i took it tat time.. ok shall stop here le.. bye all !

2010-01-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

yay !!! back frm camp again le

tis tiring week finally passed le !!!! left next coming week more sian cos of my sat guard duty. hahas.. thx coconut for calling me to chat ^^.. if not i at camp sure rot till die de hahas.. coconut so funny like to gao xiao sia !!! LOLS !!!! i like to li siao her oso HAHAS..!!! but sumtime let her li siao back oso LOLS !!! coconut next time call me chat let me li siao ok?? HEHEHE ;lala

tis week book out oso not very happy oso haiz.. sum conflict happen at the very last min and now feel kind of sian.. cos i dun really like to quarrel wif ppl sia.. haiz.. cos make frens better den enemy ma.. aiya dunno la let tings go its own way..

2010-01-23T19:59:00.002+08:00

INTRODUCING THE 9OO POUND HEAVY COCONUT !!

she is known as jeslin aka coconut / pig

hahahahas.. 9OO pound sia !!! coconut see i so good feature u in my post..

coconut say wo shi da xing xing den post 1 800 pound da xing xing.. den i oso help feature her ba HAHAHAS.. COCONUT !!!almost scare to death when i see a 9OO pound coconut HAHAS !!!!

YES !!!HAHAS.. 8pm le.. going back camp soon le all..

take care every1 ~~ coconut take care too dun crash the shell too hard HAHAS..

2010-01-22T16:22:00.003+08:00

wooo book out day again le.. so fast sia 1 week.. everyday in camp slack wtf.. lols..
kind of sian oso.. tis sunday kena guard duty.. sat nigt nid go back sleep, summore alone MORE SIAN LA !!! den CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE I OSO KENA GUARD DUTY !!! CB !!! no nid eat tuan yuan fan liao knn.. guard duty guard duty guard duty guard lan la wtf..

ok la in camp quite happy.. quite alot of good frens.. joking ard and talk crap quite fun hahas.. but dunno y at night listen till sad song i will feel dam sad.. lols dunno wad im tinking.. seriously i nid sum brainwashing and arrange stuff properly man.. cant let so many stuff affect me so easily.. aiya dunno la fxck everytime mood tio affect jus by small small ting.. I MUST LEARN TO BE STRONG !!!! 4GET ALL UNHAPPY STUFF !!! STOP CREATING FAN NAO FOR MYSELF !! JUS BE HAPPY THAT I GOT FRIENDS THAT CARE FOR ME IS ENUF LIAO ^^.. chey easier said den done lmaos.. hope i can dun be affected by any stuff ba.. jus live while i can and be happy ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

i like tis phrase < take time to appreciate what u have now.. cause u do not noe when u will lose them > cos human life is brittle and short.. =]

2010-01-16T03:07:00.002+08:00

sian la.. seriously i feel so sian sia.. suddenly feel so empty in my life..dunno wad the fck is wrong wif me seriously..

was once a hardcore gamer.. everyday at home chiong game till everyting oso dun care.. but now.. a whole new gaming comp is infront of me and i dun even noe wad to do wif it and dun even noe y the hell i spend 1.4k for it.. now my life is so empty is cos even games dun interest me anymore... go lan shop play wif frens still ok cos alot joke will pop out 1.. but at home alone jus dun feel like playing anymore.. my whole life used to be mostly filled wif a few stuff.. basketball , her , games and nth else.. now.. she is gone .. games dun interest me anymore.. bball oso now known as a leisure to me.. its like everyting was taken away frm me.. i do have new aims but its not practical now cos of my national service..

my new aim in life.. 1st. get higher qualification . 2nd. a stable relationship. 3rd a stable job.. tats my aim after my national service.. but for now , jus stay out of trouble and finish tis 2 year smoothly =].. my frens all start to busy liao sia.. all no time go out.. haiz oso dunno wad to do sia.. ARGH !!!!!

i so much regretted for indulging so much in computer online games.. cos we dun even noe how long we will live and yet , i spent so much times on gaming last time.. aiya past alr past liao keep tinking back oso wun change anyting.. jus hope tat i will oome to my sense and lead a better life after my NS..

been abit moody cos at night cant sleep den tink of the past few years wad am i doing all along.. nv study well for my O level and failed it.. after tat went ITE oso din get good grades.. lost sum1 tat i really loved alot too.. and most of my time wasted all on gaming..
haiz.. being a PRO in game wun lead me anywhere too. was too stupid to realise tis last time.. at least i realise it now.. haiz..
ok la stopped here le.. go update my new wishlist..

lols aiya im jus venting out all my troubles.. dun tink got ppl will read my blog oso.. so all jus pour all to the innocent blog.. lols

2010-01-14T20:18:00.002+08:00

hehe today thursday and im back !!! HEHE took 1 day off friday =]

ok la now life in NS improved alot le.. every1 quite friendly.. bo conflict or quarrels hahas..this week muz take a proper rest liao.. recently keep go lan shop ton overnight wif frens chionging game lols..ton overnight not good sia later got panda eyes den GG.com..

next week not so good life thurs at home le.. kena guard duy next sunday DAMNIT !!!! summore sat night nid book in back le damnit again !!!!..nvm la jus a common routine in NS LOLS.. my blog really so sian.! everyday NS NS NS NS stuff .. LOLS..

ok la stop here.. go eat dinner.. wait free time come here type type again ~ !!

2010-01-03T01:12:00.003+08:00

wooooo.. !!! back to update my blog.. weeee woooo wiiiiiit..

recently hardly use comp .. if got use oso at outside lan shop..
quite happy recently sia.. life after my BMT so much better..at BMT always quarrel here quarrel there.. now my unit rocks to the core man !!! alot nice people wif quite alot good frens there.. hehe.. tis week book out on thurs cos of new year eve.. thurs till sunday !! SONG LA !! HAHAHAHAHAHAS.. but now counted sunday liao.. at nite nid book in le hahas..
still ok la not really feeling monday blues LOLS.. anw i oso nid to serve finish 2 years of NS.. complain oso lan lan muz serve.. hahas..

tis week si beh fun sia !!! enjoy to the max .. to the super maximum max HAHAS !.. thurs go out count dwn wif fren den ton overnight.. den fri go out play basketball wif my frens den night AGAIN TON HAHAS.. ton at lan shop.. LOLS i play audi there oso but dam lag sia.. but nvm la at least nv stuck hahas.. den sat oso go lan play.. jus back nia HAHAS.. alot fun game there sia.. got L4D2 , killingfloor , CSsource , battlefield 2.. hahas.. dam alot of joke sia.... laugh till peng.. tired but still feel happy at the end of the week hahas..

tink tmr cannot play so much liao.. nid starting packing my stuff tat i nid to bring in back to camp..lols.. got alot stuff to pack.. kns dunno pack till when LOLS.. seriously ar.. everytime i type a new post , i feel so weird sia .. like talking to myself like tis.. tis whole wall of text oso dunno who actually will go and read it except myself LOLS..

ok la stop here liao for tonight.. wan go sleep le..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!! HAPPY 2010 !!!! XIN NIAN KUAI LE GONG XI FA CAI WAHAHAHAS

2009-12-21T06:03:00.002+08:00

my blog is so dead lol..
dunno wad to write oso hahas..
anw I POP LOH !!!!! passed out frm tekong frm a recruit to a private ^_^
now im posted to driver unit wahahahas.. going out to report to my new unit soon..
hope those unhappy stuff wud not happen again and look forward to making new fren at my new vocation ..

2009-12-06T17:14:00.003+08:00

ok.. my blog is dead for so long..

today finally came and update it.. after tis going back tekong for the last time ~
and im gonna say..

POP LOLH !!!!!!!

WAHAHAHAS WED IS My PASSING-OUT-PARADE

AND I WILL BE OUT OF TAT PLACE TATS FULL OF BASTARDS WAHAHAHAs

IM TOO HAPPY !!!
ok bye ^^

2009-11-12T05:36:00.002+08:00

haiz.. 530am liao.. going out soon liao.. back to tekong.. haizzzzz siannn la !!!!! nvm left 4 weeks LOLSSSSSS.. tats how i console myelf by counting de week dwn.. actually days left is really very little liao lor.. left 3 route march.. dun have le.. hahas.. eating breakfast now hehe.. 30 mins more den go dwnstairs wait for cab le..GOOD BYE EVERYONE !! LOLS !.. ARGH STILL FEEL DAM SIAN SIA !! LOLS ! -_-
still quite not feeling well ..still coughing like mad.. sore throat pain like mad.. breathless like 1 tu tu train like tis.. muscle ache oso.. ok la i shall stop complaining sian.. it will onli make me more sian ..

2009-11-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

back to write blog wahahahas.. ok tmr 7am im really going back liao.. no more extend mc no more MC !!! since last friay i alr mc till today le.. although really haven recover but no choice nid go back le.. afterall its onli left 4 more weeks hahas..
recently my mind very luan sia. i dunno how to sort out my tinking oso.. so im onli jus following wad my mind tell me hahas.. hoping everyting in life can go well.. really cant handle any falls or surprises liao sia.. dun have de energy liao haiz.. ok i wan go sleep liao.. nitez all !!! booo hooo 12 km routemarch on friday..
jys myself !! jys everyone !! xDDDDD

4 weeks more to POP !!!! JYJYS !

2009-11-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

been stop posting since 2 weeks ago.. today quite free and nth to do so come blog post post hahas.. today MC sia !!!till mon.. but gonna go extend till tues or wed if possible xDDD.. they always tink botak / use 11B to register = wan keng MC den onli give a few days .. sian lor ..

anw tis 2 weeks in camp as usual hell for me .. lols kind of use to it oso liao.. anw oso left 4 weeks hahahahahahahas.. now im most worried nia is my route march nia.. 12km 16km 24km.. HOW SURVIVE SEH wif full battle order !!! but i tink shud be can ba hehe.. =] ..actually nowadays i oso dunno wad to post liao lols.. mostly time is spend on NS oso lols.. later write wrong ting bout NS tio catch i oso die lols.. so better dun write liao .. hmmm sian.. recently feel kind of moody.. really moody.. after so long of blocking her frm msn.. i unblock and put back in the allow list.. AND I REALISE SHE DIN BLOCKED ME.. but got del.. means i online she wun be able to see oso.. and i discovered she opened a blog shop oso.. haiz shes getting on wif her life very well without me ard.. glad to see that too.. but as for me , im still living in the past, missing her everyday, hoping everyday tat she will call me again.. i miss those quarrel we had.. those laughter of yours , those sad tears that u dropped on the phone.. practically i missed every thing of the past when u're still around.. but i know i shud jus stop dreaming and jus move on wif my life..

fuck la wx, ppl oso dun care u liao ppl alr 4get u liao WHY DO U STILL KEEP TINKING OF HER?? WHY?? WHY?? ppl alr get on wif their life wif her bf liao.. ppl alr got used to life without u ard liao, but y do u still keep living in the past?? seriously i oso hope i can jus 4get her and jus get on wif my life but i jus cant do it.. I JUS CANT DO IT !!! FUCK !!! aiya better dun tink so much better lols. -_- i look like a retard talking to myself seh ! but note : im not crazy hor LOLS..

anw today came across tis sad music video on youtube.. its super super fit the situation im in now sia.. see de lyrics and video really feel like crying sia.. but no tears come out.. really jus feel heartbroken nia.

another same old weekend tat nid to book in

2009-10-25T19:26:00.003+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee its sunday night again.. and im booking in soon LOLS .. nid reach there ard 8 ++ hahas.. actually tis week im not having so much blue when it comes to booking in.. cos i kind of tink of another positive angle tis week.. cos every book in i go now , the week to POP draws nearer WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.. SONG LA !!! really looking forward to tat day.. ok tis week jus return frm a high key event.. which is my field camp.. i made it through and im so happy i returned safely LOLS.. onli wif sum injuries and rashes.. soon training load will be lighten liao ba after field camp hahas.. for now my target is to lose abit more weight and start to workout to build my body.. i give myself 1 year to do tat wahahahahas..

anw today my parents jus went oversea to china le.. hahas hope they enjoy themself.. when they return home , its oso my book out day.. hahas shall look forward to tis week friday lololols !..

aiya everytime i post a blog post.. i dunno wan to write wad oso sia.. i jus type wad my mind is tinking .. i seem to have alot to write but i cant recall liao.. hahas.. COS EVERYTIME I ONLI WRITE MY NS STUFF .. ITS GETTING TOO BORING LOLOLOLS!!!!!...
ok shall stop flooding all my blog post wif my NS stuff liao starting frm the next post..ok la lazy type liao.. left20 mins be4 going off to camp.. take a rest 1st since today haven even sleep haas.. bye all cya next weeks.

6 MORE WEEKS TO POP !!!

2009-10-17T20:06:00.003+08:00

Haiz sian.. everyweek i come home and when i post a blog post, i dun feel happy 1.. cos of the fcking life in BMT zzzz.. fck lor all jus fcking kp onli.. everytime tink of BMT is quarrel onli.. ji bai tis week oso same quarrel till like dunno wad..

tis matter made my blood boil till even now when i tink of it.. lights off timing 10pm den 930pm i fall asleep.. den tis knn pua beh ji bai giao eh wake up me.. ask me help him fold his uniform.. den i look ard the bunk.. KNN got 6 PPL INCLUDING PPL FRM OTHER BUNK HERE.. U BLOODY FUCKING WAKE ME UP JUS TO HELP U?? SIAO EH THERE NO OTHER PPL CAN HELP IS IT?? WAKE ME UP KAM LAN AR?? PUA JI BAI !! nvm den i jus talk nicely wif abit beh song tone inside.. DEN HE KPKB SAE DUN WAN HELP DEN FUCK OFF LA.. nvm when he said tat i jus cant be bother .. den he continued on , Fucker onli noe how sleep.. KNN AT NITE LIAO GOING LIGHTS OFF LIAO CANNOT SLEEP?? PPL AFTERNOON FOLD LIAO U NIGHT FOLD MY FUCKING PROB?? SO MANY OTHER PPL AWAKE CANNOT ASK THEM HELP? KNN EH STILLL DARE KP ME? den few following days keep sae i onli noe how sleep.. knn.. i onli noe how sleep??knn at night my stuff all do finish liao den oso going lights off liao den do wad? of cos is go rest for tmr training wad.. ji bai u dumb or wad? wan kpkb me?? i wake up go kp u y u so quiet dun dare talk?? dun dare talk?? no balls kp me?? den diam diam stfu dun talk so much.. ppl reading tis post.. u all judge whos in the wrong lor.. i sleeping he wake me up den ask me help but i oso reject nicely sae i sleepng wad.. den he kpkb i nv sae anyting but he keep continue kp like wan find prob..

sian sia everytime inside those ppl onli noe how tink of themself 1 zzzz..the following week is field camp liao GG.com.. sure is hell inside zzzz stay in jungle 1 week wif these type of ppl .. wah good luck to myself man.. LOLS..

seriously im glad i got a blog to vent everyting here sia LOLS..if not i sure dunno where to talk it out 1..7 weeks more den come out liao !!! better dun let me see them again after POP ..
7 weeks more to POP and counting down !!!

2009-10-11T19:58:00.002+08:00

ok its 8pm le.. im gonna go back to tekong le..

bye all cya next fri wahahahas..

dear take care ar.. jyjys spamming.. cya next friday ^^ muackz <333>

2009-10-11T08:14:00.003+08:00

wooo back to posting wahahahahahas .. actually friday alr back le.. but dun really feel like posting.. qute busy and abit sick.. lols

tis week really dam hectic and xiong sia.. everyday no rest 1.. finish 1 activity den carry on wif the next 1..den the mood and morale was greatly decreased by tat fcker..training alr so fcking tired le and still wan do shyt stuff.. and got into fight.. actually shud sae i almost wack him but he run away zzzzzzz .. ok tis is wad happen.. i was doing chin up aka pull up , den tis indian guy frm my platoon come laugh at me.. of cos im not happy wif it ma den i scold him back.. den he scold back summore shoot tio parents 1.. walao i hear liao dam beh song str8 chiong him liao even infront of my commander den he like hum ji like tis hide and run away zzz.. wan to find ppl prob den always wan to run 1 o0o .. always wan find ppl prob den dun run la.. no balls still wan find ppl prob ? zzzz tat really spoil my whole week.. 8 more weeks den come out liao and go separate way liao y nid make till everyting like tat?? in the end still wan run , really dun get wad hes trying to do sia.. everyting make ppl dam du lan den jio him settle den he sure run away 1 no balls.. den onli noe hw por sgt and officer lan pa onli zzz always boot licking knn.. what? wan get best recruit award?? i make sure u dun get it man o0o knn fck..

ok finish whining.. next 2 coming week oso dam xiong liao.. got IFC lesson and range and my field camp hahas.. jus pass tis 2 weeks im almost done wif my BMT le woooohooooo..
8 WEEKS TO POP AND COUNTING DOWN !!!!

2009-10-04T01:56:00.000+08:00

im back to update my blog hahas.. ytd jus book out but lazy update.. today go out have fun den come back nth to do den jus update hahas..

anw jus came back frm amk hub hahas.. today celebrate jh birthday at bugis den ard 12am back to AMK hub watch midnight show den cab home.. now ard 2am but blog post sure wrong time wrong date dam sian !!!! any1 noe how fix tis prob??!! ARGH !!

its been a long time since we gather and go out have fun le since every1 is bz wif their own study/NS life hahas.. today really had a good time wif my good old frens ... and the steamboat at bugis ROCKS MAN!!!..hope we can find time and org more of such outing.. go out eat eat, see gal and see movie tgt hahas.. when my bday come maybe i will org 1 outing oso ba.. nov 22 !!! its coming wahahahahahahahahas..

actually abit sian oso .. tis week bo play tio bball sia zzzz cos cheng san CC not available today.. so cancelled liao.. haizz 2 weeks bo play liao hand abit itchy.. nvm hope next week got time go playxDD.. ok back to todays programme.. jus now the movie i watched is surrogates..
super nice hahas.. ok la i mai spoiler jus go watch xDDDDDDDDD

9 MORE WEEKS TO POP !!!!counting down !!

2009-09-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

im back frm camp again hahas.. haiz my blog post de date and day not accurate sia.. any1 can tell me how adjust de timing?? sry im noob in tis xDD hahas..

wa tis past few days in camp really gao lat sia.. everyday strength training.. summore still got route march lols.. now whole body aching like wan break liao LOLS!! and body sunburn red till like roasted pig sia LOLS!!!!.. anw times inside is alot better liao.. i really hope tis can continue for another 2 more months till i POP.. jus 2 more month will be enuff xD.. time flies !!! tmr 830pm going in back again..everytime when nid to book in i feel so emo and dwn, dun feel like going back.. but nvm la TOUGH TIMES DUN LAST BUT TOUGH MAN DOES!! abit more nia !!! xDDDD

my blog like very boring sia all words de LOLS.. cos now my fone is non-camera due to NS.. and i lazy change fone to take any pic hahas.. shall post sum pic after i changed back to my W910i =]..

ok stop posting here le.. byeeeeeee xDD

2009-09-21T16:02:00.000+08:00

its 4pm liao.. 3 more hours i will be leaving for tekong again lols..

seriously i really hope i can go out to unit ASAP sia.. so dam troublesome to be going to and forth frm tekong every weeks.. jus finish polishing my boots , folding my uniform and packing my field pack... left abit tings nia later den put in hahas..

ok im gonna stop posting here .. will update my blog the next weekend im back.. :) bye all and take care xD

2009-09-20T18:30:00.003+08:00

sian man.. tmr is last day of my block leave le.. will be going back to tekong tmr at 745pm., T_T
wun be able to update blog as often le hahas..

sian lor.. SUPER SIAN !! i go tan tock seng hospital jus now to see doc.. wanting to get a MC cos my leg sprain and ear oso pain.. but den the doc die die oso dun wan give me MC WTF !!! zzzz
onli give me excuse for lower limp excercise.. i go back if excuse frm lower limp exercise, might as well give me MC and rest well at home zzzz .. WTF is tat doc tinking sia.. i tot cos its jus a minor sprain.. in the end GIVE ME 1 APPOINTMENT TO SCAN MY LEG. WTF SIA?? LIKE TIS OSO MAI GIVE ME MC o0o .. nvm lor jus pray i dun hurt the sprained ankle further..

today can considered my last day to play be4 my block leave end.. because tmr will nid to prepare my field pack and everyting tat i nid to buy when i go back..really looking forward to POP Sia xDD.. nvm 2 more months plus xDDD.. total onli left like 1 more range 1 field camp and grenade throwing den i finish all criteria to pass my BMT le wahahahahahas ...

so fast 1 week past le LOLS.. i believe the time inside sure will pass very fast oso =].. oh shyt man my tooth hurts !!!!!!!! argh tues dental appointment pls save me frm pain !!! LOLSSSS
my tooths hurts cos last time i keep skip dental appointment while im in sec sch, thus skipping all dental treatment ,,, tats y now like very cham.. sumtime super pain... LOLS sec sch tat time dun like to stay back ma so jus din bother.. BUT IM FEELING THE CONSEQUENCES NOW OMFG !! PAIN !!!! * go take pain killer *

ok time to go eat dinner xDDDDDD signing off here..

2009-09-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

sian .. today go out play bball and sprained my left ankle when we about to finish playing..suay sia LOLS.. but nvm la its normal injury for bball..

seriously i shud take a break frm exercising.. now is so dam feeling not well.. right ear cant hear properly after swimming, throat abit sore cos nv drink enuf water, finger tio cut , left ankle sprained , and jus now my teeth pained again cos drink too much cold water LOLS all thx to my sensitive teeth o0o..

but overall i enjoyed myself today hahas.. sat dunno can still go out play bball anot sia.. hope my leg faster recover as its onli a minor sprain =].. now waiting for my mac to come nia.. jus order mac delivery wahahahahs MEGA MAC SPICY OMG !! xDDD

days booking in back to tekong draws nearer and nearer liao.. but nvm im more recharged now le.. hahas.. who noes i may get 1 more week MC after tis week LOLS.. cos going dental treatment at tekong.. and i heard he going to remove my wisdom tooth.. wahahahahas remove wisdom tooth can get MC sia i tink.. xDDD

arghhh my body really not feeling well sia.. esp my dam fcking ear.. dunno wad happen suddenly cant hear properly.. i tink at swimming pool i act smart trying to touch de floor at the middle of the deep pool and caused my ear to be like tis cos of the water pressure..

ok friday tink wun be going out hahas.. one whole day at home SLEEP AND SLEEP AND PLAY DEN EAT AND SLEEP WAHAHAHAHAS...

ok im signing off .. go rest while wait for my mac to come wahahahas.. nitez all

2009-09-16T19:00:00.001+08:00

today is a tiring day sia !! super tired now

morning go AMK den realise i 4get wear shoe cannot gym zzzzz den went home to change shoe den go start my training plan liao... 1st was jogging.. actually jogging still ok ok ( 10% energy gone ) den 2nd was gym.. gym oso abit abit tired nia ( 20% gone ) den lastly was swimming !!! omg swimming is tiring sia !!! use hand and leg to swim !! ( 50% energy gone liao ) LOLS

after tat frm YCK walkkkkkk back to AMK hawker and eat. hahas.. eat abit nia actually if not todays workout wud be wasted xD woooooooo tmr going play my fav basketball hahahas. looking forward to tmr activities :D.. ok i shall stop here liao.. go rest le xD

new blogskin xDD finish updating blog after 2 weeks

2009-09-16T02:32:00.000+08:00

wa finally i finish updating my blog and editng de HTML codes after 2 weeks LOLS!!!! today jus suddenly feel like finish everyting without dragging hahas.. haiz.. im lazy guy LOLS drag and drag till 2 weeks sia PRO !! LMAOS..

anyway ITS WEDNESDAY ! ZOMG time really flies.. so fast wed liao.. sian sia going back camp on mon..hell will start again when i go back.. confirm hell with those malay racist ard.. jus cos im chinese , they talk to me like not happy very beh song wan fight like tat.. jio them not happy jus come oso dun dare... alot malay den play number liao la rite? nvm la left 2 more month.. hope i can jus finish it without vomitting blood LOLS cos really beh tahan them sia..ok la dun sae them liao, if not later they see den kpkb sae me again =X.. wooo later going gym and swimming sia wahahahahahas... bought new goggle ytd hahas..238am liao !!!! i tink i better go sleep liao if not tmr sure cant wake up LOLS.. nitez all

finally stop being lazy and start posting xD

2009-09-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

woooo. i've stop posting for weeks.. jus cos im plain lazy LOLs..
everytime book out jus relax slack and do the tings i wan and nv really bother bout my blog, cos recently im not really troubled bout anyting hahas and nth to whine bout.. well thats a good thing xDD..
finally its my block leave.. tis time i will do my best for the 2 month + in tekong for my bmt after my block leave.. now is my block leave and will book in back on 21st sep.. YAY ITS A LONG BREAK !!!! hope i will be fully recharged and energized when i book in back LOLSSSSS.. ok im gonna stop talking bout camp stuff since im back here xDDD.. well my days was quite fun nowadays rather than at home playing computer games hahas.. doing more meaningful stuff like playing basketball, going for a swim , going to the gym to work out =]... and watching movie !!!!
speaking bout movies~ today went out wif my friends to watched 1 movie called [GAMERS].. its a quite nice movie which i recommended ppl to go watch.. the story was dam creative man lols.. is like a human controlling a game character which is also a human LOLS !!.. ok i dun wan to spoiler.. go watch it xDDDDDD hahas.. enjoyed myself today alot =].. after movie went to eat and den arcade and lastly home xDDD.. really had a bunch of great friends and enjoy going out together and have fun.. always sure got alot of lame joke 1 LOLSSS.. although its lame but oso dam funny LOLSSSSSSSS... ok la type super long liao.. time to sign off.. try to post more often xDD.. nitez xD

1st post xD

2009-08-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

today finally i decided to make my blog liao wahahahahas..
whenever i nid to find sum1 to talk to or a place to vent out.. i couldn't find any lols..
so might as well make 1 blog and vent everything out..
aiya oso wun be able to update often cos every weekend den can come home onli..
sian now is a small recruit at tekong LOLS.. but soon recruit life gonna be over =]..
so i tink every weekend when i bookout, i sure got hell lots of complain and whining to do over here LOLS.. but afterall keeping everything inside my mind too long can drive me crazy HAHAHAS..k shall end here , time to start doing the coding for my 1st ever blog =]